Tuesday, July 31, 2007
BabyJoash is growing healthily... look at hIs growing chubby face...
look hw cooperative he is .... to let me take a pic ... hehe..
bt his mama is sad.. coz he has the same hair outline as his dad-my brother... haha...
xiuxiu;
12:29 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i broke down again.. 2 days consecutively.. jus couldnt control myself.. jus cant change tis character of mine.. always being emotional.. bt i will b fine.. after tis week hopefully... to all my frens who r in the same situation as me.. lets jus bear with it for a few more days... all will b well...
xiuxiu;
6:12 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
jus a quick update... went to wedding last fri.. had fun & the couple was so cute lo.. sang song as they march in.. & montage done by the groom made us luff thruout... will upload soon when i m free.. in the meantime.. jus some pics... enjoy.. n more posts coming up in 2 weeks time... :)
xiuxiu;
2:45 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i tot we could.. i really tot so.. what u had done.. n what i had went thru for the past few weeks made me feel tat we really could.. but.. everything jus fell apart again.. my world came crushing down once again.. i m really tired... tired of being tired... really... like what i had said b4.. whatever is meant to b... will b...
i had tried my best... tried my best to make u tink logically n understand me.. love is not supposed to b like tat.. nt at all... maybe it had been such a smooth journey all these while.. or rather.. i tried my best to make it smooth in the past... bt sometimes when god doesnt wan things to go our way.. wan to test u out.. wan to change ur life.. things will jus happen as n when they like... experienced it totally... really really feeling very upset to almost 崩 溃。。 right now.. i cant stop crying.. i cant.. i dun knw y.. everything really just came crushing down on me.. its jus so heavy... 10mins ago.. i walked around in the hse.. i had such a strong feeling to do my way to stop everything once n for all.. stop u n stop my family from worrying abt me.. bt i knw i m stupid.. i cant.. i cant... i cant... bt i m really tired...
xiuxiu;
12:02 AM
Friday, July 06, 2007
had been having miserable days recently... cant sleep at night... cant pull myself up in the morning... keep worrying tis worrying tat... 2 weeks of observation had passed... nxt week onwards... gonna teach for the nxt 3 weeks.. n observations coming up... really kinda nervous.. jus kept tinking that i have not done enuff... hope everything goes well lo.. no time to blog abt baby joash recently... wait patiently bah... tml gonna go to michelle's solemnisation at raffles hotel.. then must come home n do do do do do & do... sianzz..... enjoyed the sch a lot.. bt sianz la the lesson plans... hope to go back to sch soon... bt sure miss my colleagues... lucky to have nice CTs too... BOTH!!!
xiuxiu;
10:27 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
jus came back from nisa's wedding at CSC, settings not bad.. food not bad as well... coz got my fav ma.. eg.. cereal prawns... roast chicken... most importantly.. YAM PASTE!! guys, if u gonna have any weddings, pls make sure u have yam paste k... hehe... nxt week another one at raffles hotel... nxt nxt week another at furama... pocket big big hole ley... then rest a few mths.. nov & dec 3 more... *faintz*
xiuxiu;
12:01 AM
look hw cooperative he is .... to let me take a pic ... hehe..
