Thursday, January 24, 2008
real upset... being accused of something which i nvr did or say tis morning... went to class tis morning... put my bag on the floor at the usual place.. went out to look for linda.. when i cme back.. nigel was sitting at the back & i jus casually asked.. 'how come u r sitting here' coz normally he sat with me n fren... he pointed to R.. so i walked in front asking R 'ehh how come u sitting here' & she said coz she & joan realised tat the tutor will sit behind & they did not wan to sit with him.. i said 'ehh hw can like tat' with me still smiling away... R did suggest tat she wanna change back but i said 'nvm la sit already'..
then i went out of class again.. was jus standing outside the class.. & i even smiled at R when she turned & lookd at me thru the glass pane...
went back to class & realised indhu was sitting on my place... dun understand y too.. but when i went over.. i realised that there wun b enuff seats for me n fren.. so i jus took my bag & walked to the back where the tutor is sitting...
then when fren came, tutor hinted that there werent enuff seats.. so i told fren tat.. we move IN FRONT to the first table then.. so we sat there... coz today is presentation.. so the presenter would prefer us to join other tables... so i asked fren to sit with them AS i knw there wun b enuff seats for me anyway.. i joined ANOTHER table...
jus when lesson is going on.. i realised tat R started crying... din realised what was said in between... then after class... i realised... i was accused of scolding R & saying 'Y r u doing this AGAIN!' ........... i totally din remember tat i said tat... & i really din felt tat i was harsh COZ i do knw whatever i said to her.. i was smiling away & i even say NVM when she said she wanted to change back...
i was real real real upset.. becoz more & more pple knew coz she cried again when she went to the canteen... & i was jus being accused of something which i nvr do... real upset... i m already frustrated enuff with my own stuff & tis gotta happen.. & its jus a minor thing... MAYBE it was a misunderstanding but i really HATE the feeling of being accused...
pple who knew me.. shld knw i dun jus throw my temper at my frens tat easily unless u really got the ability to make me damn upset... if u dun knw that.. then mayb u r nt my fren after all... & before u jump into any conclusions tinking tat i M MAKING A BIG FUSS OUT OF IT.. mayb u shld have came & asked for my side of the story first alright??
bt jus had a talked with R... things r ok nw.. whats over is over.. dun dwell on it...
xiuxiu;
9:20 PM
