...baby pooh and friends <3

Sunday, January 27, 2008

did a confrontation in front of my poly frens today.. finally confession coz of evidence.. i thank god for giving me a chance to find out... although its too long a time.. but at least i did find out..

really cant describe what i m going thru.. really.. no one will ever understand what i had been going thru for more than a yr... no one will ever.. i thank god for not giving me the feel of dying yet.. for this period of time.. but it did give me the feeling of guys cant b trusted at all... its farr tooo scary to me already... i m really freaking out...

finally its the end of everything.. the end... as much as i din wan it to b.. it did.. sometimes i ask y is this happening to me... but... i knw i cant do anything... coz god made it tis way for me.. everything happens for a reason.. which i wun b able to know...

i jus wan to get on with my life peacefully.. i have lotsa things on hand with me nt being able to concentrate at all & i jus hate myself for being like tat.. i jus need to pull myself back on to the right track...

xiuxiu;
12:21 AM