Sunday, January 27, 2008
i knw i wun b happy celebrating my bd tis yr... for 20 over yrs.. tis is the worse bd tat i am ever going thru.. i knw i sound pessimistic... but u all dun understand de... really... but i will try my best to try & do the things u all ask me to do de.. TrY..........
but i m lucky i still have frens asking if i wanna go out... so i will still go out... coz i dun wanna stay at home.. coz it feels much much worse n painful... sometimes.. u cant even trust ur own family.... mum jus cant understand tat its so so sooo difficult to find that trust back... partly coz i nvr told her everything tat happened too & so it seems to be my fault as usual... she even cried in front of me.. i actually felt so angry...
on the same day its my presentation.. i really hope everything goes well for me..
pray for me... stand by me..
xiuxiu;
10:55 AM